What really sucks is watching all your friends go off to college and still be sitting here waiting for my recruiter to do something.. Keeps pushing my return trip back to MEPS back. Didn’t tell me in time so I couldn’t register for fall classes. Is it even worth it anymore? I wish I knew. If I even bring it up with my friends they make fun of me.. Sitting here waiting around really sucks.
I’m nervous about it, scared actually. I’m nervous that I won’t be able to do it, and that it’s not the right choice. But it’s all I ever wanted. It’s all I have. I just hope I can find that mental state and hope that everyone here at home will be proud of me.